When I suddenly stopped attending elders wanted to meet with me but I told them there is no point because I have doubts that cannot be resolved. Still, some came around uninvited; I welcomed them in, but when they tried digging I simply repeated the statement 'I have doubts, I don't want to talk about them'- they left soon after.
Remember- having doubts is not a disfellow offense neither is not wanting to talk about them.
Still, best to avoid the meeting altogether. You know their motive and you know you're not going back-the meeting can achieve nothing good.
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